I Am Sumiko
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I am a lonely Japanese American girl.
I cry alone on the bench pondering why I was uninvited to Marsha’s party…humiliated with haji (shame).
I touch kusabana flowers (weedflowers) as I fragilely display them for sale at the flower market.
I lived in California on my Uncle’s old flower farm with my extended family until the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor and F.D.R. issued Executive Order 9066.
I wonder why my family and I were forced to relocate to the Poston Arizona Internment Camp…our dirty dust-pelted jail. Forced against our will, we were herded like cattle on a warm winter day.
I hear that we are dangerous, wasteful and other hurtful stereotypes…unwelcome in my own country.
I want to return to my kusabana and smell my favorite flowers.
I am a lonely Japanese American girl.
I question the US Government’s decision to move us into Internment Camps: protection or prejudice…Shikata ga nai (this cannot be helped)…or can it?
I see dirt and sandstorms—my eyes are dried by mucous and dust.
I feel confused about Mojave Indians not having the right to vote in Arizona…until 1948.
I worry that Uncle and Jiichan will be tortured by our own people. I worry if we leave, we will be discriminated against.
I taste the delicious fried snake with shoyu (soy sauce)—It tastes like unagi (eel).
I understand that “in the world of change you accept the changes that can’t be helped. You suffer so you can learn…”
I am Sumiko and I am a melancholy and confused Japanese American girl.
I say Frank has abandoned me, but then I come to a conclusion that friendship is complicated and requires sacrifice.
I believe in Japanese Americans getting their homes, land, and lives back after the war.
I dream of my transformation from a farm girl to a flower shop owner.
I try to understand and cultivate my friendship with Sachi, Mr. Moto, and Frank.
One day, I hope to own my own flower shop with delicate stock, carnations, and my uncle’s flowers, the future of America.
I was once a lonely farm girl who lived on my Uncle’s flower farm and didn’t know what friendship was.
But now I am a girl with family, friends and a future who wants to own a flower shop.
I am Sumiko and I AM a PROUD Japanese American.